That's what I was told today, by my husband. Yup, the man I'm supposed to be the most comfortable around, thinks I'm big. Well I guess that's the motivation I needed, because I'm never going over 400 calories a day, again. I'm doing this, even if it kills me. I'm going to take my pills everyday, nothing but water or black coffee, and I'm hitting the gym every fucking day. I will be skinny. I want to be little, not big. I want to be fragile. And I'm going to do it. I don't fucking care anymore, food is my enemy. Fuck food.